Choke.The degrees in which we can hurt are very simple, but the ways we can feel them can be very complex. I wish I could say I’m immune to those things, but I’m not very good at lying. No, I guess the better term is it takes effort on my part to lie, and I rarely have the effort in me. I used to lie as a child to get away with childish things, but now I lie to protect other important people, no matter how it might kill me. And sometimes, I think I chose not to do it anymore, but like all people, there’s certain flaws in ourselves we hang onto, that something familiar even if it is detrimenChoke.
purposeit’s like a choking silence that steals your breath where a harsh existence fills with doubt, accentuated by fear leading to ruin by the hands of the self. we smile for the masses, don masks for the publicpurpose
afraid to reveal the mess in which we collect and bear and feed upon a pain made real only by the hurts we willingly collect on this shelf.
we sickeningly cling to the suffering afraid to become more than what we knew we were only two moments ago because to redefine ourselves is so beyond our realm
and we miss the worth we felt on the tip of someone else’s tongue
Human Nature Part IThere are human reactions, behaviorisms, and thought processes. Even more intriguing are personal values, morals and judgments and their range of differences among people both within and without a culture. Triggers are even more interesting. By definition, I mean triggers in the sense of instances among an individual’s life that cause a reaction or bring forth a specific behaviorism that sometimes call for some personal evaluation on oneself. It’s fascinating isn’t it? Physical or verbal movement transforms into emotional/mental intent that is then viewed and translated intHuman Nature Part I
The Story of Winter"I have to give you something," he said lightly, looking up at the expanse of sky stretched as far as the eye could see. "That's the way these things go. A deal is a deal."The Story of Winter
"Right," I replied distractedly, wondering what he was gazing at.
"How about winter? I'll give you winter."
The night was cloudless. Inviting. I think I would live in the stars, if I could. I glanced at him, studying his profile. I wasn't sure if he was mocking me or if he actually meant anything he said. I would never find out. I
Erebus
Yin Yang
ALWAYS,
A. PRINCE
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•GSK PROGRESS: GETTING TO KNOW ME
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"I measure in moments, not seconds."
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[link] I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
Have a great day,
Diana
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founder of *environment -- a club for concerned earthlings
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*** nature is everything ***
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